Boring State of mind....

It's ok that nobody reads my blog. Personally, i really don't understand this whole blog thingy, you get people to read your blog and be popular, after that people are willing to advertise on your blog and you might get extra income bla bla bla.....well, it's good in a way. To me, that would be a kind of success. But for now, i don't think i will be able to get to that stage ( popular blogger), simply because ;





1) I'm not a good writer


2) I don't hold a thought in my mind for a very long time


3) I live in a boring city


4) too lazy


5) whats the point of writing when there's really no impact to it ???





anyway, below is something i've been doing lately.....i might hv to delete it very soon, i mean once your client found out....that won't be a very good thing isn't it? But, i'm not trying to show my design, it's the graphic that i would like to show....what do you guys think?? nice? impressive? or long way to go? duh.

After midnight....

Yeah, you probably would have guessed----werewolf?? Sadly that's not the case.
These days it's so difficult for me to sleep. Part of the reason is because of the sudden death of my grandma, and having to have a miserable Chinese New Year.
It's always after midnight that i would look @ my clock, checking the time...yeah it's half pass midnight now....yeah it's 3:00am in the morning, and yay! it's 6:30am in the morning! Time to go to work! And i would spend the rest of my day miserably. When will i be able to go back to my old routine?
Could anyone that has got good tips of curing insomnia drop me a line please??

My little black box

My little black box isn't something that keeps my lovely jewelleries, or a box that keeps all my love letters from admirers. Instead it's a black box that keeps all my darkest memories.

Chinese New Year this year, to me, is too overwhelming. Not because of something good, it's of something real bad. I lost my grandma one day prior to Chinese New Year, and it's been really difficult.

Anyway, i would like to just list out whats in my little black box, i realised by keeping it in my heart it will just keep reminding me of the sad memories, so i would like to take it out and open it to the public, i hope by doing this, the wound in my heart will heal slowly....